what the fuck! i hate when my parents talk about my grades! i’m not fucking failing, and my grades arent terrible. i told them straight up, it’s because ive been lazy, i know that i can do better, i just didnt try as hard. they act like they could do better. well even if they tried they couldnt! Dad, didnt even do highschool, mom friggin had no social life and then gave up college for a guy that cheated on her. what the hell. and mom, dont even try saying “i got straight A’s blah blah blah” . whoop de friggin do for you, you were in regulars classes.. okay, if i was too, id have made straight a’s too. and if i decided to not have any social life like before. mom, im in honor’s classes and about to do IB.. get over yourself, my classes are harder than yours ever were! you dont even motivate me anyways except say i need better grades. you dont seem to care when i do well, just like to get onto me when ever i do poorly. fuck that. and you know what, since ive tried being more social and having a social life, i feel alot better about myself-at the same time i dont do anything stupid- and more relaxed. so fuck all that bull shit that just stresses me out! im way smarter as a person than either of you were and honestly are. im not making the same fucking mistakes you two did, alright? i love you two but honestly seeing how messed up you guys turned out to be is my main motivation for what i do. and in a way that’s good. im not touching drugs or alcohol and neither will phil, i know what i wanna do with my future but i also know what i wanna do right now with my youth while i have it. i know i dont wanna turn out to be as boring as you two are. sleep and work and get pissed off cuz of stress or drink think highly of yourself and talk to the neighbors trying to win them as friends when theyre not even good people. no. and i know to be way better as a parent. also mom, i know i dont want to be anti social like you, someone who pretty much hates people. like really? and you have way too many trust issues. you guys are scared of the world, and im surprised phil and i have turned out better as we have. we find ways to still be out in the world, even after all the years it took to even be allowed to go past two houses to the left or right -____- . and quit lying , the fucking reason im not getting a car this year is simply because of that stupid fight and dad wanting to be a little bitch about everything. so shut the fuck up about it being my grades. ~rant over~